| dewy decimal |
2003-04-07 - 3:37 p.m.
born stubborn me. will always be. . ,
jared-curly hair. tendrils coiling themselves into brown locks. freckled, sweet, considerate, smart, and cultured. we went on a date tonight. had some ramen and curry the went to see "the pianist." (***1/2) there was no saliva exchange. heavy petting was completely absent. all the explanaitions that are simmering in my head are coming to a boil: there was a six month courtship before i slept with lee. i havent dated for over a year. i am not your average gay boy. if you surveyed all the gay boys and tabulated the average responses with your abacus, you will find little trace of me. i am not really here. for the past 2 years, i have been practicing the art of making myself invisible.
but if he waits a bit, i will show myself. especially. for. him.
"born stubborn me. will always be. before you count 1, 2, 3. I will have grown my own private branch of this trre."
-bjork
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