| dewy decimal |
2003-01-18 - 16:18:34 �
i fear i am doomed. there is no happy ending here my friends. i will be doomed to end up at the gay clubs everynight of my life. yes, tis sad but true. yesterday i spent the entire day trying to meet up with vanessa and mike but instead found myself sleeping and reading for the better part of the day. i finally got out of the house to join kevin and jane in ward. nice to see jane again. eventually ara, everet, jeff, lee, and jacky met up. we agreed to go to hula's, but i swear though, up till that moment I had no intention of going there ever again. it was ok, they played some debbie deb and salt n pepa. we left to go to sistina but when we got there we found that ain't shit was goin on. so we went to indigos, which was also dormant. so somehow we all ended up at angles again. i feel a little guilty because i told some of my other friends that i wasn't going to go to the man bars. oh well, how was i to know?
at angles, it occured to me that gay men generally dress horribly. boring vs. ugly? FUCK boring. ugly rocks shit on. i can't understand why all the gay men in abercrombie and fitch are making surly cracks at the old dude rockin the wet suit top, biker pants, gold chain and jackie o sunglasses. lemme tell ya boys, homeboy is waaaaaay more interesting than your predictable shelf-stocked asses. seriously, this is the bar where you can wear anything without being lynched for it. represent ! i'm not anti-A&F/IKEA but seriously you got to engage in a little variation yo. i'm mad lazy now but tonight i think i may go with kiyoshi and ki'i to this club called rain where pango pango used to be. what a discouraging name for a club, maybe i should bring an unbrella."it's a heartbreak even situation,
nothing lost and nothing gained."
ani difranco
heartbreak even.