| dewy decimal |
2003-01-14 - 3:13 p.m.
21:56:20 �
so yeah, i quit taking paxil because it was making me feel mad-robotish. Now i'm on zoloft which allows me something that resembles a life force. unfortunately, a side-effect includes staying up till 5:24 in the morning rolling over in my bed till the skin on my face has become chaff and bed sores have properly established themselves on my nether regions.
But alas, something to look forward to...my friend erick whom i haven't seen since ace of base saw the sign, is coming back from ohio for a week or two. erick, whom i hold near and dear to my black heart, will be escorted by a new boyfriend that has yet to undergo my repertoire of scrutiny, speculation, and as well as an arrangement of perfected, subversive, and quasi-surly questions. "you break his heart, i break your face." naw, i'm kidding. any boyfriend of my friend, is a friend of mine. (till i hear that they broke their hearts, then it's grab yo 9 and lets have at it.)
this past year has been a series of hellos and adieus. among those that left: my bestest friends david, sarah, ki'i (although i saw ki'i at the cuntroversy party last, last week),james, chad, gene. among the hellos, i have befriended some amazing people, my sweet trio of new girlfriends, vanessa, ara, and jane. tonight, i met up with erick, his boyfriend tim, and twan at angles. yes i went back. i am so dumb! but much to the suprise of yours truly, i had beaucoup fun! We sang karaoke at Fusions and I got a compliment on my members only-esque jacket from a fair-weather friend. but like helloooo, i've had it for two years now. Get a clue nancy drew.